Hell and HI Water

by Torrentiiial

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released February 15, 2017

Written and performed by Torrentiiial
Producers listed by track:
1. Dez Wright
2. Penacho
3. StunnahSez
4. Penacho
8. Canis Major
9. SB95
10. King Corn
11. Dez Wright
12. Dez Wright
Executive Producer: G. Matthew Brewster
Co Executive Producer: Noah Laakea Kaululaau
This album was tracked, mixed, and mastered by
G. Matthew Brewster at the Brim Dog Records studio in Honolulu, Hawaii.
© Brim Dog Records and The Current Law, 2017. All Rights Reserved.



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Track Name: Focused
Got my finger on the trigger
All I gotta say is go
I been plotting on a mill
For a walk thru
That's sum you don't know

Oh you know my team shine
Chain, grills, rings, rocks
Aim and shootin for the kill
Indie or the deal, either way it's locked

Homie you ain't worth the time
Me I'm worth my weight in gold
Trying to double up
skip the double cup, stay away from movin slow

All work no play,
I can sleep when I'm rich
In between 100 shows
Rockin every coast, fuckin every bitch

(Verse 1)
I can see you niggas fallin behind
Too busy flexin online
DM hoppin, plotting hoes all the time
got you forgetting the grind

I been Way too focused to be worried bout dimes
I'm tryna cop more at a time
I just work and hustle cause I take care of mines
So get on your grind

I'm tryna cop the Bentley, get ghost
You all up in the cut with niggas you don't know
Cause you think bein seen is better the bein known
You think you finna blow, but nigga you in a hole

Bein on top is inevitable
You either in the whip or in the way and I'm on a roll
Yeah -- pick your poison, pick your flow
I'm on the track, just tell me when to go


(Verse 2)
Back on road, i stay OT (yeah)
I do the most you stay OD (whoa)
Brick by brick, you broke fi broke (oh no)
I get in free you need ID (yeah)

I put on for my city like jeezy do
And I stay westside cause I'm bleedin blue
And you don't wanna know what this Nina do
Fo ya shit turn soak in those daisy dukes

Track Name: Top Shelf feat. Sire
(Verse 1)
I hit a lick and then it hit me back, like where it's at
Glass house but the curtains black, I fade to that
Sweats on with the timbs to match, I'm in the back
Hashtag if you feelin that, I'll bring it back

Them niggas zombie walkin, barred out, slurring they talkin
When them oppers hawkin, posted lurkin for niggas pockets
I ain't up for frontin, I'm like 40 out of 100 but you niggas nothin, so I ain't here for discussin

I'll take it down-town, dirty south, back roads and alleyways
Milk that cash-cow, you was on my dick anyway
How I sound now? Bow down, no I ain't here to play
Been up for 7 days but I ain't feelin weak today

Hear the storm comin, better get yo umbrellas
Or you should start runnin, For the worst or the better
You lookin star studded, I'm Milky Way with the cheddar
I'm gettin head from consuela, then I'm bussin like Beretta

(Hook x2)
Top shelf, big screens, iron chef
Range rove, 7 figures, movie roles
1 main bitch, 27 on the side
In a tree full of dreams , that's the apple of my eye

(Verse 2)
With my first check Imma cop a whip
Cause it been way too long, bus and uber in this bitch
I might sign a deal if I can bring my niggas with
But if I can't then maaaan fuck that freshman list

Imma be bottle poppin, non-alcoholi(don't self incriminate)
White or chocolate, I take em both I don't discriminate
Mix em together, make caramel, I might call you janaye
You don't like me? (Ah choo)(bless you I'm allergic to hate

I wanna wear 400 chains and be boujè as fuck
And big ass fuckin diamonds to link up my cuffs
And one baddie in VIP to fill up my cup
Then surf home to Kahala and if that ain't enough

I want a boat, and 100 alligators to fill up my
And a helicopter just so I can do the most
And a button so when I push it I turn to ghost
Turn up on foreign coasts

(Hook x2)

(Verse 3: Sire)
I need a main one, and 27 side hoes
You need the hoes when there's fire, sire a pyro
And all them hoes wearin nothin besides some white gold
Tell em wait by the jet, cause traffic drive me psycho

Bitch I want it all, I want it all
I want it all and nothing less hoe
Yeah I want it all, I want it all
Top shelf I want the best hoe

And if I'm whipping Lamborghinis, suicidal doors
Mansion for my family, fuck sleeping on the floor
I been there, done it all and now I'm only moving forward
I don't hear em when they call, their name I don't even store

It's simple, they ain't really with me if they shaded me at all
Return of the kings crowns, and fuck the current law
Me and my g hold it down, they wait on the downfall
They waitin forever, let em wait they never gonna ball

My technique is never stall, been racing against the clock
Since way before sire season, before the slugs in my jaw
Imma get rich or die tryin, they gon have to kill me off
You can love it or hate it but Imma shine on top
Track Name: III.O.U.
I don't owe you a god damn thing
I paved my own damn lane I made my own damn name
I don't owe you a god damn thing
Conquered my own damn pain, I ride my own damn wave

I don't owe you a god damn thing
This brimdog my nigga, this current law my nigga
I don't owe you a god damn thing
Now move along, you in my god damn way

(Verse 1)
My nigga all I do is bad shit
I got these bitches trippin, now they doin backflips
I got the island itchin now they goin bat shit

I put the loud in the pack, light it up burn it down
I put the aux in the 6, bumpin ridin thru town
Torrentiiial all in the mix, DJ holdin it down
I'm just playin its me, but we all lovin the sound

I put the chains on my neck, took them straight off my feet
I'll take the whip from the master and multiply it to fleets
I'll take a Mack and a Backwood, and turn it to fleet
My alphabet go from k to m, I don't know defeat

Wet you up, its payday, double back and it's mayday
I slay the giants like David back in his hay day
Bend you like beckham does, fuck what you thought it wa
Only thing I owe you is these words outta my lungs


(Verse 2)
Nigga I'm sicker than sickle cell, but cleaner than whistles
I got the dough if you tryna sell, my wish list is pitiful
Kill you quicker than Baghdad, remote controlled missiles
Blown to fuckin pieces, ain't nobody gonna miss you

This the prequel to apocalyptic
You think I'm lyrical? I'm spittin revelations cryptic?
I'll go GTA while blowin up like a supernova
Down the h-3 with no license in a stolen rover

I can punch air and condense it, Take water and rinse it
Convince the tooth fairy to stop thieving and be a dentist
Give a judge a life sentence, Take a diamond and bent it
Slap a tear in the face till he crying relentless

I walk on air cause if I step on the ground it'll shake
Cause demons heavy on my mind the world can't bear the weight
Fighting with the man in the mirror cause He don't know his place
But I know he's afraid of me it's written on his face

Track Name: Get Back (Rewiiind)
Get back, rewind, no I ain't got the time
To play, with you, so stay up off my line
Get back, rewind, no I ain't got the time
To play, with you, so stay up off my line
Get the fuck from out my face
Or run everything you got
Current Law we run the place
Oh don't act like you forgot
Niggas Try appropriate
You gon end up in a box
Take a step back out my space unless you plotting on dis

(Verse 1)
I go to war like a red tail, High as fuck with my niggas
You go to war like Canadians, white flag, no triggers
Maui wowie like Moana, trade a tour bus for outriggers
I feel like pac when he was with Madonna, oh but my dreams is bigger (oh OH)

Me no say -- any lies
so I can see -- through your disguise
Me can see -- eye to eye
So me no comprende -- to all of the lies

I feel like goin Odell, with a lil c breezy
Catchin record breaking cases, then Beatin all they as EZ
I be all about the Gouda, that's why these lyrics so cheEZ
But it's all about the family, that's why yo sister tryna come see me

I got 700 reasons not to flex on em
But Imma do it anyway cuz I just finished pumpin
Put the crickets in the oven, throw some acid in a muffin


(Verse 2)
We been slaves -- for way too long
Took off the chains -- then put em right back on
My president was black now he look like a robe of monks
So hear me when I say -- FUCK DONALD TRUMP

I make two cents every second, so my opinion matters
I'll hide the body like what happened? Then rap about it like I'm mathers
I should be Torrentiiial X, cause I'm with all of my panthas
If black lives don't matter, I hope errbody gets cancer

But in the meantime we livin
Takin in the views from the 7 like we chillin up in heaven
Lucky nigga still winnin like he pullin triple 7's yeah
And that's all thanks to the reverend (Yeah yeah yeah!)

Oh it's comin, are we there yet?, I'm Keith ape with the bape sweat
Ape shit on the tape deck, Duct tape ain't a vague threat
Day break, we ain't played yet, fake cane on the swing set
Face cake and her hair wet, lemme show you what a dime get
Track Name: What Beiiing Jaded Does feat. cnrboy
(Hook x2)
I knew I was gon make it before the buzz
Fuck yo business plans and plots I don't need a plug!
I'm in it to kill it, I don't need ya love, thats what bein jaded does

(Verse 1)
My first set had me too lit
I was nervous, (damn) real shit
Is the intro too long? Should I do another song
Then The homie told me just spit and kill shit

So I took a couple shots, liquid confidence
Give it all I got till I saw necropolis
Pictured what I want, manifest the grip
Then I looked at Sire and said nigga watch this

Killed shit, spit harder than asphalt
You almost had a heart attack? My fault
You don't want your money back? Who charged?
Do work, get turnt, nigga that's all

One show, got me on a new level wow
Next one, Imma need a gold medal now
It's begun, spit that crack, speed in your pedal now
You on that fake boy shit, Gipetto style

What's next, who's up at bat? This zone's for flexin,
don't show me ya back Cause I might test it,
rappin out the ass That's why u bested
Nigga u lookin well rested

You been sleep for a minute, time to wake up
Adrenaline and head rush, whatchu make of us
Current Law muthafucka diamond in the rough
Reppin Brimdog till the iron in my blood rust

No time for the weak and the fake
No time to be smilin at snakes
No time to be cryin and whinin
You wanna fuck with me? My nigga it's too late


(Verse 2: cnrboy)
Better know who it is, it's the man from the 4
Fuck with me and get ghost
I'm doing the most for my bro's, you doing the most for these hoes and we shining like gold

I'm about to Gohan, young god, in the belly of the beast
Taking off, never had a boss with this shit
Don't wanna act hard against my clique
My big brother Jim have you 6 feet under, real SHIT

Spit that I'll shit, make you wanna kill shit, purge
Make me wanna light up my herb
Crazy hoes nothing but birds, swerve
Still jaded rocking j's (skirt)

Recognize the wave, make you wanna surf
Young Kelly slate on stage with your girl
I never gave a fuck, invested to take the world
Finessing till I can't move, till I'm in the dirt like kobain

(Verse 3)
I'm a hypocrite, but I'm not a Christian
My hippocampus don't work, I don't remember my religion
All I know is the jeans on me, the g's n homies, the letters in my alphabet soup spell out my decisions

I can't think for myself so I let culture do it
I see the current law, you say fuck it, I listen to it
A mind to speak for myself, I'm missing to it
I rap for fame, word to Jon and Jim I'm gonna be purged with the rest of the flock of the foolish

I bet now you're asking "who is this spittin this lie detector pass"
Cause word to mister elec-yamakuh I am my own polygraph

But this isn't the nas-t-O-rrential that you know
On this track he's been possessed by the ones you say are next to blow, reppin for the life that's all too familiarly low
Is this too real to be on a hype track? Ion' know
But what I do, will have yo tiny boxed in little mind blown
And that's fosho
Track Name: Lady Sapphiiire feat, Koins
(Hook 2x)
Lady sapphire
When you comin home
Girl I need you
Need you all alone

Lady sapphire
Please pick up the phone
Girl I need you
Need you to come home

(Verse 1)
When you in one of your moods I can't stand it
Your heart is hard to manage
Cause it's dark and hard and damaged
Anorexic of love, you lookin famished

Ain't buy'n what you say, you deal in lies (hmph)
But there's a promise tween them thighs
But you a blue eyed devil in disguise (hmph)
And the hell trip, I'm down for it (go)

You a bottle of the sham when the pain come
You a bag full of dough when the pay's none
You a tucked umbrella when it rain sum
You a 2 minute nut, cause yo brain dumb

Thought I'd never meet a shawty from the other side
Slim waist got me tongue tied
Steady runnin thru my mind, and you ain't tired
She be rushin to commit, but it take time

Last man was a cheat, I ain't that nigga
You ain't gotta worry bout that with me
I'm the kinda guy to be straight up witcha
And straight up, this dick ain't free

She so damn fly,
strapped in say she ready for this ride
Roller coastin, kick push glide
Baby you ain't never been this high

(Hook 2x)

I'd take the zoo witcha
I thought I was cool witcha
I guess what I knew and what I had thought
Was far from the truth witcha

Now I'm feelin blue witcha
I'm actin brand new witcha
Thought I'd never lose witcha
But I guess I was wrong (go)

Let's take it back to the first days,
Before skies turned earl grey
Before I rained on my own parade
But it's me, what'd you expect

Grass was green, you looked great in blue
Every flower you sniffed had forever bloomed
But you pulled me out the ground, turned my life around
And told me I belonged to you

Now shit don't feel the same
Sometimes I can't even say your name
Tunnel vision to the money got my mind changed
You wasn't with the move, so I switched lanes

M.O.B that's the mindset
96, Law and my set
Put yours on me that's a safe bet
Cause you ain't seen nun yet

(Hook 2x)

(Koins verse)

Lady sapphire, are you all alone
(Call me on the phone)
Campfire, telling stories
(Nobody needs to know)
Backwood lit, greatest story ever told
She's too lit, she don't remember that she called

She doing what she doing, no point in telling her anything
What she doing is out the regular, her dilemma's consist in secular -- pastimes
Last time was the last time, please don't make me ask why, we've been through this in our past lives

Wrapped up in my thoughts, I'm a pharaoh in this tomb
Trapped inside this box, yeah I'm breaking out the womb
Reborn again in this foreign skin, still I need you, like fiends do
When the substances imported in, I feign you,
Between you and I, I dreamed you

(Hook 2x)
Track Name: Diiistracted
Rich city ghxst beat

(Verse 1)
Here we are again inside this empty room
Nothin left to break, even we got wounds
Forward steps we made were just backward moves
Second guess but first impressions seal the tomb

I got your -- heart in my -- hand and if you want it all you gotta do is ask for it
You got me -- wrapped around -- all your fingers and you beggin me to just dance for it

But I got other plans -- and I got other bitches
And you got other mans -- that's why we always switchin
I don't think we can -- love each other really
But if you do baby all you gotta do is ask for it

Cause I don't -- know what -- you think you got into
But I -- can see -- all the -- shit you been thru
I won't -- do much to appeal to your mental
But I can take you down

Come here and get -- the feelin that you -- can't get no-o-where else
Cause girl I can bet -- yo feelings ain't true -- but you still won't go nowhere else
Come here and get -- the feelin that you -- can't get no-o-where else
Cause inside your head -- you whisper the truth -- you don't want no-o-O-one else

(Verse 2)
I got, premonitions of sand shifting, it happen quick
Faster than when the haters try to hop on ya dick
Same time ya homies plotting up on ya chips
The world tricky or treat me like I ain't amount to shit

I'm money hungry but bite my hand when I feed myself
Want em to love me cause I'm sum foul, call the ref
But what happens when they don't recognize skills you possess
Thats why I started singing more and rappin less

So you appreciate a verse for its truth
Not to just hear good music cause shit I pray in this booth
I ain't just livin in moments I'm makin haste with my youth
Skippin the after party, id rather freestyle on the roof

But what is a nigga to do with time he already spent
They tellin me "damn nigga you only 18"
I say "that's 18 years closer to death"

I got time -- but not enough -- I'm on the road but I gotta keep on even if it's tough
And I got some bitches -- but they just distractions -- keep the score and feel it out, I gauge it by all they reactions

Track Name: Dont Fiiight It
Don't blow my high Don't read my mind, you won't see right, I'll tell you nah
You feel that sun? I'm drippin gold It feel divine
I'm only 1 plus 99, that's on my mind

No don't you fight the feelin, no
Just be ready and willing yeah
Everybody wanna be that nigga (this I know)
But when you got it what you do with it (that'll show)

(Verse 1)
It's gon be a good day, count my blessings
Coulda died in my sleep last night, but nigga I ain't stressi
I'm on a roll, whatchu know about finessing
A entire lifetime, dedicated to pursuit of knowledge
Not no organized crime, no no

But what about weeeee, sit up
And ponder who you wanna be, when you finally grow up
But what you think is fine, is really gonna kill you
Like complacency and a frozen state of mind

I got about a 100 dollar bill and my timbs and sweats on
Oh and a dream that I pray is blessed long
Polishin my skills like wax on wax off
Slangin these tracks like I'm tryna get racks off

Imma come thru and break you off like kit Kats
Then I don't know you, shark tooth grill grin like riff raff
Im a cool nigga, cane walk I limp past
If I'm comin better think fast (whoa)

Hop on tracks, my flow down pat
Should dye my hair red then they gon see a ginger snap
My oh me and me oh my
I switch my shit up now they callin me soul de la

Hit the block, it won't hit back
You see my heart, got melanin
But it ain't black
Conquer rap, I need a plaque
I need some kids, to humble me
But not too fast
Play my role, and roll one up
Make sure it's tight, no need to front
Just spark it up
Have some fun, but not too much
I got my goals, yeah they too grand
But I got luck

But I don't need it I got my foundation
Dance for master's daughter, procreation
Stand in the light, and live in ya breath
Like You only got one left

Don't blow my high
Don't read my mind, you won't see right
I'll tell you nah


(Verse 2)
But I don't need it I got my foundation
Dance for master's daughter, procreation
Stand in the light, and live in ya breath
Like You only got one left

Stand in spotlights, give yourself the time
Soon enough you'll soak enough to shine
I'll give you the plan cause this is mine
Pave a path for those I leave behind

But, you can only do so much
If you ain't willin to do what it takes
Everybody want sit at the finish line, but no don't wanna race

But sheep don't do what lions do to make it
fight the feelin, it's gon feel like fakin
Im hot and poppin like you cookin bacon
Fuck it what am I sayin
Track Name: Hell and Hiii Water
Come hell or high water
Look at how far we done came up
Come hell or high water
See they face when you bring my name up

Come hell or high water
You gotta blow to stoke the flame up
Ain't nothin ever gonna stop me
Hell or high water couldn't tame us

(Verse 1)
Bring the truck around I'm on one
Nas-T plus two for that threesome
Bombay all day with Capri sun
It's been live way before we see sun

Stay in the cuts like c sections
Stay in the guts, that's no flexin
Twixed off that henny, too reckless
New slaves, new necklace

Odell with the rock, real witch with the pot
Poison, lil nigga from the block (uh huh)
Got a half in the sock, 5 pack of the backwoods
I can't fit the whole box

Hoes deep in they feelings, I'm deep in my pockets
Takin off like Space rockets
Now I got the loudest in space, grams to the face
Floatin no gravity or time to waste


(Verse 2)
I couldn't tell you what a loss issssss
But I can tell you what a win's liiikkkeeee
The wind blow in your directiiiiooonnnn
So I spread my wings and take fliiiiighhhht

Hold the door open when I came iiiinnnnn
So all my niggas have this liiiiifffeeee
Cause if I'm eatin everybody wiiiiinnnnn
Chief Nas-T yeah that's riiiiiighhhttt

The moon is shinin, reflecting from me
I break a fever, 100 degrees
Ain't hit the street and rock dickies with crease
I track it out and watch commas increase

Ain't nothin to it, just do it and go
Too easy peezy, I'm oozin with flow
I hate to say it but you gotta know
I'm the g reppin 5-0
Track Name: Too Much (H.III.P.S.)
(Hook 2x)
Think I had too much to drank
Think I had too much to smoke
Think I had too many bitches hittin on my line
The fuck did you thought

(Verse 1)
When I'm up to bat, way way way back of the fence
When I make a hit, its *camera flashes* with the pics
When I'm outside its *fuck em* to the pigs
Mannequin challenge, you niggas ain't movin, I'm flickin the wrist (yeah)

I had to get back on my rap shit but, I'm feelin too gritty
And witty in fact, I'm seein a half filled cup
Of henny I'm betting I could drink it all, they tellin me that's too much, I don't give a fuck, I just wanna ball
And eat like I got free lunch, releasing the money and watchin it fall yeah

Bad gyal all in my ear
Say she wanna be my guardian angel
So If I miss her face she don't care
Cause she can catch it all with her halo

I can't remember the last time I been sober
And I ain't even depressed, but my face pressed on my shoulder
But I do feel more pressure with everyday I get older
And that's prolly why I always got intoxicated odors

(Hook 2x)

(Verse 2)
You party to forget your problems, that's why you here
But when you leave, they still gon be there
You hidin in plain sight, with all of your peers
You call out of work, but wonderin why bills appear

Your demons, they followed you in, you know?
Even when I'm on the road, I'm doin the most to outrun these ghosts
But you can't run forever my nigga, just take it from me and the most
But I ain't like the way the tables set, so I became the host

I been steady sippin, been the early mission
no, I ain't gon slow down for shit
Smoke till I'm debilitated and slumped on yo bitch
I can't even feel my dick

I just might take back what I said and pour up a four
Of that purple actavis
I made some bad choices,
I might add that to the list

I hide in my pain,
that's what I mean when I say "in the cut
I'll drink till I'm happy, but there ain't no big enough cup
I'm starin hell in the face but I'm lookin up
So to me it don't mean shit when you say you stuck


I think I had to much to drink
I think I had too much to smoke
I think I smiled too many times to cover the pain
But fuck what you thought
Track Name: For Liiife feat. Tailz
(Hook 2x)
Yeah I'm gon need all of this here -- for life
Texas hold 'em stacking chips -- all night
It don't even matter if I live -- or die
Cause all my niggas down to ride so it's alright

(Verse 1)
Close the door cuz four lokin
Four loko bitches no jokin
They blowin trees but not smokin
Deep in they throat but no chokin (AGH)

They rippin of they shirts like hulk hogan
She stay off that wonka gold token
She shake it so damn fast her hips broken
Then bring it right back up I ain't jokin (agh)

I play this game like Its nothin
You play with Monopoly money
I'm counting bread in hunnids like
"One slice, two slice, he's nice, run it"

I secured the bag like Khaled said
Another one, then I ran back thru again
I stay sick like a bad back or flu in the head
But cold seasons over now get outta bed

(Hook 2x)

(Verse 2: Tailz)
I need it like the air I breathe
In the foreign doing Mach speeds
200 down the autobahn
with a bad thing that come from overseas

She don't talk, but her actions speak
Can do a lot of things from the passenger seat
Could you imagine, hit the gas pedal
When I'm climaxing like skrrt

Life or death pick your poison, till these haters get rigor Mortis
Know niggas on they second strike, that'll do anything so they turn informant
Stick to the code, mama said boy you broke the mold
From Vegas so I never fold, but I love Dallas so I Texas hold

Slim thick she ain't knowing, I'm on that body like lotion
New charm, I call it ocean, My neck a yacht I'm not jokin
She drop it low, cause commotion, hunnids all around floatin
20's on the ground, floor money, find less in my stack man it's your money

At the top I'm still climbing, dig real deep you'll find a diamond
Audemar or the Rolex, what I call perfect timing
I said I'm at the top and still climbing, dig real deep you'll find a diamond
Audemar or the Rolex, what I call perfect timing


(Verse 3)
I blaze a trail while I'm blazin
Now i need a whole entire gang of bitches
Some white, some Brown, and some Asian
Cause I need a little persuading

To stop killin shows with my woadies
To stop gettin live with my Brodie's
I'm goin hammer than you candy rap niggas
Just call me MC rennin from the police

I needa know, if I got the loud and it's lit
Then why I feel like I ain't shit
It must be the lack of xannys and a pint of the lean
I might pour a four to chase down all these bricks

Nah I'm only playin
But don't take it light
I constantly battle my demons with fear of the dark, but I'm stompin them niggas all night
Track Name: All I Love
(Verse 1)
I'm tired of panic and shutting off my phone
And as of now all I got is homies and bitches callin
So what's gon happen when Charlemagne Won't stop asking for an interview so he can catch me slipping while he press record

How I'm gon enjoy comin up when I'm fixed on the fall
I'm on the cusp of my summer dressin for winter ball
How I'm go resist the urge to take the camera man's recorder and go cousins on it, till it can't record no more

Word to earl, I don't like shit, I don't go outside
That's why these lights and this glamour glarin a nigga blind
That's why I don't be in the club, I chill with homies and if we happen to go to a show then maybe that be fine

But nah, I chose to grab the mic and spill my shit
It got me wishin now that God didn't gift me to spit
My place in life got me thinking if I get bigger, I'll Ruin it all myself by pussin out, either that or I quit

While you stand there lookin at me
Like I ain't got anything good inside
But when you look deeper, deeper, deeper, deeper
Then you'll know the surface doesn't lie

While you sit there, judge and jury
The executioner is safe inside
And he's lookin deeper, deeper, deeper, deeper
And he knows all secrets and every lie

This is all I love
(I just gotta get outta my own damn way)
This is all I love
(Step onto the stage and don't be afraid)
This all I love
(I owe it to my friends and my family)
This is all I love
(Step into the light, it'll be okay)

This is all I love
(I just gotta get outta my own damn way)
This is all I love
(Step onto the stage and don't be afraid)
This all I love
(I owe it to my friends and my family)
This is all I love
(Step into the light, it'll be okay)

(Verse 2)
When all your eggs in one basket, that's when you hold it tight
I hold it hard as this pen when my raps ain't comin right
Cause without the music, i ain't shit, but with it still I'm just another nigga lookin for his 15 seconds right?

But fuck the seconds of fame, I want my 40 acres
My pathway to surrender got booby traps and lasers
And when I say that I don't mean the pressure panels flippin switches I mean I'll intentioned broads like im watchin brazzers

But on some real shit, if I ain't rappin, I'm lost
The yellow brick roads really gold, and now I see the cost
Of stepping all over this precious metal thinkin I'm goin to meet the wizard but the curtains holds an industry boss

I should be mad at myself for expecting something else
But this is all I love, I don't want nothin else
So Imma swallow my pride and take this L
Cause Torrentiiia don't mean shit unless his records sell